I don’t want to say its gone, I want to say its like temporally unavailable. i can’t get another person, you see, because I don’t know any other person. if everyone i knew was single and wanted me badly. haha badly. I still wouldn’t care. y? here lettme explain. I had a picture. painted in my head. but it didn’t include just looks, well actually it didn’t include looks at all. thats why it was so hard to spot. but in this picture of mine. it had all the qualitys of a person, that i liked, all the music that i listened to, all the jokes i needed, all the niceness i wanted to deny, and the voice i wanted to hear, and the subjects i wanted to talk about. and i waited untill i found a perfect match for that picture. So i could make a new picture and settle for someone like that picture, just to get easy access to a relationship, but y? when i already had the perfect picture ingraved into my head. ya know? sooooo i ain’t making any new pictures for anyone. Im not down for 2 day hookups. A 1 night hook up is cool though! haha nah i’m just kidding. I’ll wait how ever long i need to, this isn’t a contest lol. idc if i need to wait 4 the right person untill im 30 but that means as soon as we get married we be having a baby. ahhaha.

why do I waste all my time?

I feel sorry for the man who marrys me

bahahha.

I love my friendsssss. O so much. the twins, kiana, n’ jannel walked to my house so they can walk me to the highschool. awwww Oh gosh I miss bryan like you don’t even knoww. dude I haven’t talked to him longer then 10 mins since school last year :’[ I met someone new today. his name is Gomez haha. I think he thinks I’m weird. Im not good with first impressions, espeically when I’m hyper, and with Adrian. haha blahhhh. dude you have no idea how much i love weekends. its a lot. ugh, im trying not to drink soda. But some one keeps drinking my TEA!!!!!!!!

I cant wait to see my football players today play and beat whoever they’re playing. yayayayyyyay. I hate spanish. baha. Its just memorization, which I suck at. So i drink my green tea with gingseng to help me member I wonder if that actally works.

“Being random is hard to achieve, organization always merges back if you don’t pay attention.”

Theres so many movies i feel that i need to show my friends, along with artists that they should hear. I’m convinced that I have the best music taste ever. I mean I like my music more then anyone else. There for it must be the best. haha. jk. You can’t have bad music taste, its about your opinion. Unless of course, you like crappy metro station. ewwwie. stop it now.  haha.jk. but no really. (:

I went to sleep at 2 last night. Im sleepy. haha.

August 13, 2008

Random News

haha, Chicago is the 20th fattest city in the U.S and Kanye West is planning to open the California-based fast food good chain ‘Fat Burger’. He plans to open 10 Fat Burgers in that area, and it’s suburbs. Wow, with all those Fat Burgers, Chicago will probably be number one! KANYE WEST FTW !! haha.

Fashion

So I found the cutest store, with the cutest head phones ever, and I will buy some when I’m ready to spend 100 dollars or so on them ha ha. give it a look ;] http://www.wesc.com/

Music

Anyways, I’m always on the look out for new music to listen to. I came across this band, and I think there really good. I would fill this blog up with tons of music videos actually, but then I think you guys are  more likely to watch them if I have less, Anyways give this band a try =]

Ah, how I love English Artists. You guys should seriously check this out, There called Metronomy.

Okay last video Imma post, I promise you! Well, maybe. This chick’s name is Lykke Li. She’s from Sweden, =]. I posted a video of her a while back on my myspace blog.

Personal Crap

So this year I feel like going to sxsw! That would be fun don’t you think? Two problems though, its kinda expensive and it’s in Texas. But I think I’d be worth it. That would be so awesome if I could go ! =] I want to go to coachella also.

I haven’t been getting much sleep lately, but that is because I’m trying to enjoying my last 5 days of summer. Ah, let’s see yesterday I got 6 of my  books for school, and I need 7 more. wow. I’m waiting for my camera to get back, i miss it dearly. Does talking about my personal life bore you ?? I should stop. hehe Oh, and Im going to play video games today :] hehe, I am in the mood.

Break up

Hm in other news, The Band be your own pet, Recently Broke up on August 1st. They were together for 4 years. sad :’[ In memory of them.. here.

Deaths

Bernie Mac was announced dead on August 9th, 2008 at age 50, due to complications of pneumonia…R.I.P..

On August 10th, Isaac Hayes was found dead on the floor near a treadmill, it is believed that a stroke was the cause of his death, for those of you who aren’t familiar with him, he was a singer/songwriter/producer and did the voice of the chef on south park.  He died at age 65.

New Video

to put things on a brighter note, Vampire Weekend recently released a new music video ! yay yay yay, here you go folks.

8/11/08

Band T-Shirts, are awesome. They tell you a lot about a person, is what my sister told me and i bought my most embarrassing purchase EVER, a panic at the disco band t-shit. Ah give me a break, i was in 6th grade, although i must admit, back then I had a pretty good taste in music. But It was unfortunate that they got me believing they were good (lies!), sorry for you panic at the disco fans. Hm, but anyways yeah they are pretty awesome. Dude I dont have many. Lets see. I have a ‘Nirvana’ one, a ‘Reel Big Fish’ one, a ‘Weezer’ one, and ‘The Clash’ one.  Does that tell a lot about me ? Hm, theres so many more bands i need to get. But I can’t depend on Hot Topic, to carry some of my favorite band’s t-shirts. So thank you internet, for giving me more choices !

Speaking of clothing, fall is coming. !! One of my favorite seasons, just because of what I get to wear! Time to stock up on tanks,  becasuse following fall, is winter which means tons of layering, and being able to wear swearters, and long COATS ! I am excited beyond Belief !!

I am going to swich rooms with my sister, and I get to paint my new one, ah so  many colors, what to chose ?! Then theres the choice between a bed or pull out couch. Then you can do both, but that means less dancing room. ahaha.  I’m looking forward to covering my walls with pictures, post its (haha), posters, and just about everything you can think of. :] yay for busy looking rooms. !!

I’ve been listening to lots of old music lately. I mean, Billy Idol, The Pixies, The Breeders,  The Doors, The Cranberries, Led Zep, The Clash. I mean that’s pretty much all I’ve been listening to. Especially a lot of 80’s music, and its a shame people can’t capture that same awesome-ness of 80’s music any more in the new music their making. Eh, I shall not complain, new types of beats keep me going.

This is my Last week of summer, I am very upset. At the same time nervous and excited.

I vow

As of today now, 8/03/08, I vow to:

• only drink 1 serving of soda, a week.(except at parties),
• To drink 8 cups of water a day, to eat nuts everyday (its good for the skin)
• To try my hardest on getting straight A’s in high school
• To go play a game of golf every week with my dad
• To not empty my piggy bank until it’s completely full
• And to wake up earlier then 10:00am, 6 out of 7 days each week.

smoothie malts?!

i dont know either.  but damn my mom made one, and its sooo good, damn ! psh, to jamba juice! P So today I hung out with Matthew, and i saw pretty women for the first time, as did he(: and i know right?! Hasn’t everybody seen that movie? Well i haven’t actually, and I’ve been wanting to see it for a while. So i was glad it happened to be on tv. So tomorrow, I’m going to golf, but not just randomly hit the balls, I’m going on a course and everything with my papa. So that shall be exciting. :] And after were going out to breakfast, i love going out for breakfast. Breakfast is a happy meal, you feel all awake and stuff =] I also like dinner because it’s sexy:P Oh and Matt gave me some french fries with guacamole on it, SO GOOD !

I like lattes a lot. yum. seriously, from Starbucks with two packs of sugar, some half and half, and Cinnamon..yum. Sorry for my lack of ordnance with my blogs lately, they really have no point to them, but I’m just getting it out there. So if you really want to make me happy, get me a latte. Ugh, and I’m dying to go to American apparel and urban outfitters like you don’t even know. to bad the only place where there BOTH at is in Pasadena, where my mother refuses to drive.  Jeez she rather drive all the way out to LA then there. It continues to confuse me everyday. Gosh it’s 4:30, I’ve never stayed up this late, non purposely. I haven’t been able to get to sleep the past couple of days, and get this, it’s not that I’m like awake, because I’m actually really tired. Lets see insomnia is commonly traced back to stress, but I am under no stress. Too much caffeine? well today maybe, but i drank the power booster from Jamba juice, a good 12 hours ago. I just don’t get it, I’m going to stick to water, jeez. and i was planning to wake up at 9:00 tomorrow, not going to happen, i disappoint myself..

-Rachel(: